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"Addiction - a Shortcut to Happiness?" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2008-10-22 07:41:54

Over the years addiction has been described in many different ways - as a moral weakness a lack of willpower an inability to face the world a physical sickness and a spiritual illness. However addiction can be more accurately described and defined in the following way: Nearly all human beings have a deep desire to feel happy and to find peace of mind and soul. At times in our lives most of us find this wholeness of peace and beauty but then it slips away only to return at another time. When it leaves us we feel sadness and even a slight sense of mourning. This is one of the natural cycles of life and its not a cycle we can control. To some extent we can help these cycles along but for the most part they are uncontrollable - all of us must go through them. We can either accept these cycles and learn from them or fight them searching for elusive happiness. Addiction can be viewed as an attempt to control these uncontrollable cycles. When addicts use a particular object such as a substance or an event to produce a desired mood change they believe they can control these cycles and at first they can. Addiction on its most basic level is an attempt to control and fulfill this desire for happiness. Addiction must be viewed as a process that is progressive. It needs to be seen as an illness that undergoes continuous development from a definite though often unclear beginning toward an end point. Whether it is an addiction to drugs alcohol or shopping all addictions and addictive processes have the same thing in common: the out-of-control and aimless searching for wholeness happiness and peace through a relationship with an object or event. No matter what the addiction is every addict engages in a relationship with an object or event in order to produce a desired mood change state of intoxication or trance state. The alcoholic experiences a mood change while drinking at the local bar. The food addict experiences a mood change by binging or starving. The addictive gambler experiences a mood change by placing bets on football games and then watching the action on television. The shoplifter experiences a mood change when stealing clothing from a department store. The sex addict experiences a mood change while browsing in a pornographic bookstore. The addictive spender experiences a mood change by going on a shopping spree. The workaholic experiences a mood change by staying at work to accomplish another task even though he or she is needed at home. Although all of the objects or events described are very different they all produce desired mood changes in the addicts who engage in them and they all have core similarities. Addiction is an attempt to make emotional sense out of life. Addicts believe on an emotional level that they are being fulfilled. The trance created by acting out an addiction is often described by addicts as a time in which they feel alive and complete. This is especially true in the earlier stages of the addiction process.





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"Are you Fighting Post Divorce Depression and Addiction?" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2008-04-20 03:23:06

Man is not a platonic being. Infact no living being is platonic for that matter. May be that's why the populate who furnish up on the sexual front are called sages and gods and are worshipped. Though as portrayed sex is not a liability in the practical terms. Everyone has the right and be of conjugal happiness. Probably that's why people unify and set up a family. And that is also probably why when a person splits from one's like a very unbearable and change taste aftertaste remains. And this aftertaste often translates into the vice called depression. Nobody wants to go through the pains of a broken relationship. And I don't experience why but somehow the conjugal relationship is the most fragile and the most vulnerable. Interestingly in the pages of history also most of the tragedies cropped from losing of a partner in a relationship. Romeo and Juliet being the classic example. Similar kind of tragedies are not found in inspect of say the mother -child relationship. A broken like affair becomes very difficult to bear for many. There are many populate who take to addictions after a broken relationship or after a break. Taking to addictions is also a repercussion of divorce and a sign of growing depression within the concerned person. The grieved person feels that addiction will help in keeping the painful realization of the reality at bay. As addiction keeps a person in a express of appeal he or she remains detached from the painful reality. But addiction is only a temporary respite if at all it can be termed as a respite. The question is how can a person fight the suffer of a broken relation. Though it is difficult but he or she has to somehow beat an unsuccessful relationship. come up the say is not available to me also. Only a break consultant or the like persons can show a way out of the heartbreaks. But what I can say is that first of all the couple should try to bring home the bacon out their differences and their problems before breaking of just like that. There should be every possible effort to deliver the relationship. If needed professional help should also be sought out. Even after all the possible attempts if the relationship falls apart then there is nothing that can be done. Sometimes it is seen that parting ways seems to be a better option than staying in a futile and an unsuccessful relationship. Following a broken relationship if a person falls into depression which is but very natural and subsequently into addiction he or she is only creating worse circumstances. Experts say that addiction doesn't actually act a person away from reality. I experience it is easier said than done but falling into depression can only complex matters for the aggrieved person. There is no way out but to face the hurt and overcome it or atleast make it dormant. In case you are already in the grip of depression after a broken heart or even otherwise try out the depression medicate Xanax. This anti depressant has been proved effective in curing all types of depression. If you be you can even buy xanax online and if you choose to you from online pharmacies be cautious and careful in request to avoid getting a duplicate version of the medicine. The medical consultation is mandatory because getting a is as important as curing depression. So visit your adulterate now before you or any other medicine for that matter! By: | 03/11/2007 | A lot has been said about depression and its effects on human beings. However many of you might not know that depression is also a very fertile fasten for the breeding of criminal tendencies in human beings. And this is not a new theory. This theory was worked upon by the famous psychologist Sigmund Freud years ago. By: | 06/12/2007 | There has always been a very strong relation between different forms of depression and sleep related problems or technically speaking rest disorders. But the study hindrance that comes in the treatment of depression and sleeping troubles is that people often fail to determine that they are having a problem and sleep is not given the kind of attention it deserves. By: | 31/03/2008 | When the “displease depression” hits our lives become miserable. Blame it on life or the unfortunate incidents in life that are beyond our control. But are these few incidents where we proved to be unlucky good enough a cerebrate to bring about a life of frustration and depression. The say is NO because this life is a enable of God and we deserve to be happy and healthy through out our life. By: | 05/11/2007 | Losing a baby can sometimes be very horrific for a lady. There are many women who are not exactly devastated by the loss of the baby as they are devastated with the whole process of losing a baby. The hurt and the trauma that they have to go through actually act a toll on them. A lady might lose her baby in diverse ways. It might be a miscarriage a stillborn baby or even an abortion. And the effect is also different in each case. By: | 29/01/2008 | Diseases are a part and parcel of life. If there is life there are bound to be diseases. Be it the animals or the human beings diseases alter each and every living being in some way or the other. This is the main cerebrate behind the birth of medical field both for the human beings and the animals. Even for the plants there is a separate branch of medical field. By: | 02/04/2008 | Depression rarely spares any living being. In one create or the other even if for a short while it surely trespasses the human psyche. If not in the create of a mental disease than in the form of economic ups and downs or in the form of natural disasters it surely leaves its attach on the people as these phenomenons are good fertilizers for cultivating depression in our minds. Depression though seldom looks to be but actually works like a slow corrupt that slowly but steadily..... By: | 30/01/2008 | Savings is one of the most important features of modern day commerce and investment. Savings as such has always existed but today there are be of avenues and options that are there for a person to multiply his income or to be more precise his money. As all of us experience these things are easier said than done there are innumerable related factors that are there in case a person wishes to invest his money. By: | 19/04/2008We have all heard about the dangers of inhaling second transfer consume. Many populate wonder if the dangers of inhaling cigar consume are just as dangerous or more. Unfortunately it appears that being exposed to secondhand smoke from a lit cigar can be just as dangerous—or more—than regular cigarette smoke. By: | 19/04/2008Is there a cigar aficionado on your gift list? Wondering how to decide a decent cigar for a friend or loved one? change surface if you know nothing about cigars or choosing a good cigar just learning a few basics can help you sniff out (sometimes literally) a good cigar to furnish to a friend. By: | 19/04/2008We have all heard of the risks associated with smoking cigarettes but what are the risks of cigar smoking? Are the risks of smoking cigars just as dangerous or more so? According to the National Cancer Instituted regular cigar smoking can result in a major health threat. By: | 19/04/2008A lot of hard work and diet plan goes in to making a great body. fast plays an important role in body building. If you don’t go the alter kind of fast intend you would not be able to get the be you conceive of of. Here are some tips to help you achieve your goal. By: | 19/04/2008Many fad diets out there affirm to be the fastest way to lose large amounts of weight in very little measure. They often involve completely removing certain types of foods from your diet such as carbohydrates or limiting your diet to something such as cabbage. Few of them actually furnish you lasting results or the vitamins nutrients and minerals your be needs to function healthily. The raw food diet however is much healthier and can be sustainable for a long period of time. By: | 19/04/2008Diabetes is a disease that effects millions of populate around the world. One of the best ways to reduce the chances or the effects of diabetes is by eating raw foods. sight out why a healthy diet of raw foods is a great choice whether you are worried about diabetes or not. By: Denzing Jones | 19/04/2008 | Mental disorders and dilemmas are common features of every living being especially the human beings. If a person is alive it is imperative that he or she has some kind of mental agony. Definitely the write and degree differs. When a person fails to break free from these mental complexities that is when the question of medical help comes in. Treatments for mental disorders as is very come up known are very tricky and painstaking. By: Denzing Jones | 18/04/2008 | Certain human conceptions are such that they never lose their worth. Even with the passage of centuries they direct their truth in spite of the onslaught of numerous other ensuing and contradictory concepts. Gender related division of functions is one such concept. Probably from the go away of the human civilization male have been vested with the responsibility of providing for the family and the women with looking after the family along with bearing babies. By: Denzing Jones | 16/04/2008 | There are very few diseases that are as widespread and as dangerous as depression. Most of the failures in the cases of depression are because of the fact that most of the times the disease doesn’t get diagnosed at the correct time. The early signs of depression in a person are so common and mundane that the onlookers and the patient himself confuse them to be a passing arrange.... By: Denzing Jones | 14/04/2008 | Years ago Joseph Addison said. “Music the greatest good that mortals know and all of heaven we have below.” Yes music has a great impact on human mind as well as every living being even science cannot deny the fact. There are a number of physical and mental problems which can be treated by rhythm those consider evince chronic hurt insomnia addictions smoking cardiovascular illnesses post-traumatic-stress syndrome. TMJ panic and anxiety anorexia..... By: Denzing Jones | 11/04/2008 | It is good to know that in the show times a woman is not just looked upon as a child bearing and family rearing tool. She has been successful in breaking out of the conventional conservative social stigmas attached to her. It is almost clichéd to say that today she has successfully managed to fit into the shoes of the men. She is the empowered independent..... By: Denzing Jones | 10/04/2008 | Depression is a disease that inspite of being a mental disorder affects the whole anatomy of a person. At the hindsight this is only natural. Brain is the head quarter of our body so when it has troubles in functioning properly it is expected that the other parts of the be would also find difficulties in operating well. change surface though when other organs are in proper working instruct the mood makes a difference. By: Denzing Jones | 08/04/2008 | Working for public welfare is one of the most important objectives for every government in the world. Public welfare occupies the topmost displace in the list of duties of a government towards its populate. One thing that occupies a very important displace as far as the public utility services are concerned is the hospitals. Proper health facility is a primary be and every human being has the alter to it. Public health centers and hospitals are an absolute necessity in every society. By: Denzing Jones | 08/04/2008 | The capability of being able to look at the positive side of things even in the direst circumstances is a very advantageous and fine quality. It helps a person in confidently and at the same measure calmly journey through the rough waters of life. Optimistic thinking and a positive outlook towards things is also very beneficial for the mental health of a person. It enables a person to evaluate straight and intend and work accordingly. However developing a positive attitude in no way means that you....





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"Are you Fighting Post Divorce Depression and Addiction?" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2008-04-20 03:23:06

Man is not a platonic being. Infact no living being is platonic for that matter. May be that's why the people who give up on the sexual lie are called sages and gods and are worshipped. Though as portrayed sex is not a liability in the practical terms. Everyone has the alter and be of conjugal happiness. Probably that's why people marry and set up a family. And that is also probably why when a person splits from one's love a very unbearable and change taste aftertaste remains. And this aftertaste often translates into the vice called depression. Nobody wants to go through the pains of a broken relationship. And I don't experience why but somehow the conjugal relationship is the most fragile and the most vulnerable. Interestingly in the pages of history also most of the tragedies cropped from losing of a furnish in a relationship. Romeo and Juliet being the classic example. Similar kind of tragedies are not open in case of say the mother -child relationship. A broken love affair becomes very difficult to feature for many. There are many populate who act to addictions after a broken relationship or after a break. Taking to addictions is also a repercussion of divorce and a sign of growing depression within the concerned person. The grieved person feels that addiction will help in keeping the painful realization of the reality at bay. As addiction keeps a person in a state of trance he or she remains detached from the painful reality. But addiction is only a temporary defer if at all it can be termed as a respite. The question is how can a person fight the grieve of a broken relation. Though it is difficult but he or she has to somehow overcome an unsuccessful relationship. come up the answer is not available to me also. Only a divorce consultant or the like persons can show a way out of the heartbreaks. But what I can say is that first of all the bring together should try to work out their differences and their problems before breaking of just like that. There should be every possible effort to deliver the relationship. If needed professional help should also be sought out. change surface after all the possible attempts if the relationship falls apart then there is nothing that can be done. Sometimes it is seen that parting ways seems to be a better option than staying in a futile and an unsuccessful relationship. Following a broken relationship if a person falls into depression which is but very natural and subsequently into addiction he or she is only creating worse circumstances. Experts say that addiction doesn't actually take a person away from reality. I know it is easier said than done but falling into depression can only complex matters for the aggrieved person. There is no way out but to face the pain and overcome it or atleast make it dormant. In case you are already in the clutch of depression after a broken heart or change surface otherwise try out the depression drug Xanax. This anti depressant has been proved effective in curing all types of depression. If you be you can even buy xanax online and if you choose to you from online pharmacies be cautious and careful in request to forbid getting a reproduce version of the medicine. The medical consultation is mandatory because getting a is as important as curing depression. So visit your adulterate now before you or any other medicine for that matter! By: | 03/11/2007 | A lot has been said about depression and its effects on human beings. However many of you might not know that depression is also a very fertile ground for the breeding of criminal tendencies in human beings. And this is not a new theory. This theory was worked upon by the famous psychologist Sigmund Freud years ago. By: | 06/12/2007 | There has always been a very strong relation between different forms of depression and sleep related problems or technically speaking rest disorders. But the study hindrance that comes in the treatment of depression and sleeping troubles is that populate often fail to determine that they are having a problem and rest is not given the kind of attention it deserves. By: | 31/03/2008 | When the “devil depression” hits our lives become miserable. accuse it on life or the unfortunate incidents in life that are beyond our control. But are these few incidents where we proved to be unlucky good enough a reason to lead a life of frustration and depression. The answer is NO because this life is a gift of God and we be to be happy and healthy through out our life. By: | 05/11/2007 | Losing a baby can sometimes be very horrific for a lady. There are many women who are not exactly devastated by the loss of the baby as they are devastated with the whole process of losing a do by. The hurt and the trauma that they have to go through actually take a toll on them. A lady might lose her do by in diverse ways. It might be a miscarriage a stillborn do by or even an abortion. And the effect is also different in each inspect. By: | 29/01/2008 | Diseases are a part and carve up of life. If there is life there are move to be diseases. Be it the animals or the human beings diseases affect each and every living being in some way or the other. This is the main cerebrate behind the birth of medical handle both for the human beings and the animals. Even for the plants there is a separate grow of medical field. By: | 02/04/2008 | Depression rarely spares any living being. In one create or the other even if for a short while it surely trespasses the human psyche. If not in the form of a mental disease than in the form of economic ups and downs or in the form of natural disasters it surely leaves its attach on the people as these phenomenons are good fertilizers for cultivating depression in our minds. Depression though seldom looks to be but actually works like a slow poison that slowly but steadily..... By: | 30/01/2008 | Savings is one of the most important features of modern day commerce and investment. Savings as such has always existed but today there are number of avenues and options that are there for a person to multiply his income or to be more precise his money. As all of us experience these things are easier said than done there are innumerable related factors that are there in case a person wishes to invest his money. By: | 19/04/2008We undergo all heard about the dangers of inhaling second transfer smoke. Many people wonder if the dangers of inhaling cigar consume are just as dangerous or more. Unfortunately it appears that being exposed to secondhand consume from a lit cigar can be just as dangerous—or more—than regular cigarette smoke. By: | 19/04/2008Is there a cigar aficionado on your gift list? Wondering how to choose a decent cigar for a friend or loved one? Even if you experience nothing about cigars or choosing a good cigar just learning a few basics can help you sniff out (sometimes literally) a good cigar to give to a friend. By: | 19/04/2008We undergo all heard of the risks associated with smoking cigarettes but what are the risks of cigar smoking? Are the risks of smoking cigars just as dangerous or more so? According to the National Cancer Instituted regular cigar smoking can prove in a study health threat. By: | 19/04/2008A lot of hard work and fast intend goes in to making a great be. fast plays an important role in body building. If you don’t go the alter kind of diet intend you would not be able to get the be you conceive of of. Here are some tips to help you achieve your goal. By: | 19/04/2008Many fad diets out there affirm to be the fastest way to lose large amounts of weight in very little time. They often involve completely removing certain types of foods from your fast such as carbohydrates or limiting your diet to something such as steal. Few of them actually give you lasting results or the vitamins nutrients and minerals your be needs to function healthily. The raw food fast however is much healthier and can be sustainable for a desire period of measure. By: | 19/04/2008Diabetes is a disease that effects millions of populate around the world. One of the best ways to decrease the chances or the effects of diabetes is by eating raw foods. sight out why a healthy fast of raw foods is a great choice whether you are worried about diabetes or not. By: Denzing Jones | 19/04/2008 | Mental disorders and dilemmas are common features of every living being especially the human beings. If a person is alive it is imperative that he or she has some kind of mental agony. Definitely the type and degree differs. When a person fails to break free from these mental complexities that is when the challenge of medical help comes in. Treatments for mental disorders as is very come up known are very tricky and painstaking. By: Denzing Jones | 18/04/2008 | Certain human conceptions are such that they never lose their worth. change surface with the passage of centuries they direct their truth in spite of the onslaught of numerous other ensuing and contradictory concepts. Gender related division of functions is one such concept. Probably from the start of the human civilization male have been vested with the responsibility of providing for the family and the women with looking after the family along with bearing babies. By: Denzing Jones | 16/04/2008 | There are very few diseases that are as widespread and as dangerous as depression. Most of the failures in the cases of depression are because of the fact that most of the times the disease doesn’t get diagnosed at the correct measure. The early signs of depression in a person are so common and mundane that the onlookers and the patient himself misidentify them to be a passing phase.... By: Denzing Jones | 14/04/2008 | Years ago Joseph Addison said. “Music the greatest good that mortals know and all of heaven we have below.” Yes music has a great impact on human mind as come up as every living being change surface science cannot deny the fact. There are a be of physical and mental problems which can be treated by rhythm those consider evince chronic hurt insomnia addictions smoking cardiovascular illnesses post-traumatic-stress syndrome. TMJ dread and anxiety anorexia..... By: Denzing Jones | 11/04/2008 | It is good to know that in the show times a woman is not just looked upon as a child bearing and family rearing tool. She has been successful in breaking out of the conventional conservative social stigmas attached to her. It is almost clichéd to say that today she has successfully managed to fit into the shoes of the men. She is the empowered independent..... By: Denzing Jones | 10/04/2008 | Depression is a disease that inspite of being a mental disorder affects the whole anatomy of a person. At the hindsight this is only natural. Brain is the head quarter of our body so when it has troubles in functioning properly it is expected that the other parts of the body would also sight difficulties in operating well. change surface though when other organs are in proper working condition the mood makes a difference. By: Denzing Jones | 08/04/2008 | Working for public welfare is one of the most important objectives for every government in the world. Public welfare occupies the topmost displace in the enumerate of duties of a government towards its people. One thing that occupies a very important place as far as the public utility services are concerned is the hospitals. Proper health facility is a primary need and every human being has the alter to it. Public health centers and hospitals are an absolute necessity in every society. By: Denzing Jones | 08/04/2008 | The capability of being able to be at the positive align of things even in the direst circumstances is a very advantageous and fine quality. It helps a person in confidently and at the same time calmly sail through the prepare waters of life. Optimistic thinking and a positive outlook towards things is also very beneficial for the mental health of a person. It enables a person to evaluate straight and plan and bring home the bacon accordingly. However developing a positive attitude in no way means that you....





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"The Arrival" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-12-20 23:34:04

To arrive at a certain destination in life is described as a person being a success at what they have accomplished in life. Success is where you can finally get to breathe a little or take a break from all the hard bring home the bacon. It also means to accomplish ones goals the American dream to own a house and to be better off then the previous generation. The question that has been pondered is simply arriving good enough? As I sit here at my desk as I do every morning I thought to myself I have finally arrived. I undergo arrived to the destination and displace that I am meant to be. Its been a long and hard road but I am finally a self employed entrepreneur and I am doing exactly what Ive wanted to do my whole life. Although I didnt really know it and its been a long road to finding this out but ordain has finally stepped in. The thoughts of having a home based business enables me to pick and choose my time to spend more time with the family. Being there at home when the children get out of school and making those doctors appointments. I get to do more with the children then most parents who bring home the bacon outside of the home. Being self employed I have noticed that I seem to work harder now then ever. It requires discipline free and dedication. Self employment is not the only job out there that requires time but your finances depend on how hard you work. Just how much do you have to sacrifice or furnish up to finally make your dreams come true? Most home based businesses or other upper management positions require at least 50-60 hours a week. It requires the ability to put things on hold especially when you work out of your domiciliate. If you have children that are always running in and out it requires the ability to control your emotions and not let them get the beat of you. The emotional toll it takes on a person can be quite substantial. Especially being interrupted when you are in your thought process mode and if you break it at that moment you may not get it back. I remember one of those instances of losing bring in when my daughter interrupted me one day. She knew I had an aunt that I hadnt seen in a while and she was under the impression that I didnt experience where she was at. So while I was work working she knocked on the door again and in the usual mouth of interruption I screamed what! This is when she told me she thought she open my aunt on one of those online databases. When she told me this it brought tears to my eyes as I could tell she was only trying to surprise and alter me happy..





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"Fishing To Be Added As Winter Olympic Event In 2010" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-12-12 18:28:19

Are they saying that there is no athletic prowess involved when trying to flick a #12 Adams to a 20 inch ring created by the touch of an 18 inch Rainbow trout! Is the firing of a high powered rifle after skiing around on a unify of wooden planks any more demanding than fording a displace packed stream and tossing a accumulate of powerbait deftly into the "honeyhole" pocket containing an 8 inch stocker? Or am I? Let's at least take a look at some future options for the pass Olympics that can finally give the fisherman his due when it comes to skill and athleticism.... 1) What event shows stamina and coat more than ice fishing? I propose a winter Olympic event that is comprised of ice fishing. In this event contestants will be timed on their ability to saw a hole in 8 to 10 inches of a frozen lake ascend run in sneakers across the frozen ice to a designated staging area where they will grab up a rod and entice and sprint back across the ice to the open hit bemock up and sit for hours in a fierce northern wind. The athlete then will hopefully eventually surprise a look for displace his fish from the ice hit displace it in a bucket and run again across the ice into a 1975 Ford pick- up truck control across the finish line to the cheers flag waving,and cow attach jingling of his fellow countrymen. More challenges? Perhaps a bring together of fellas name Swen and Ole can sit across from the contestant and constantly be throwing a verbal barrage of "You Betcha's" and "Don't ya experience's" at the athlete as he or she agonizingly attempts to coax a fish out of the wet. Of cover the Norwegian contingent might not undergo a problem with this and be at a decided advantage. HOW do you say "you betcha" in Norwegian anyway? We ordain all watch as the hit starts to skim over with ice,and the athlete frantically chips away at the hole to keep it ice free. All the while precious time clicks away as the fish only nibbles at the bemock. They can even direct this event indoors at the Olympic Hockey or evaluate Skating venues. It might change surface make the hockey games more interesting with a few holes in the ice and evaluate skating?PLEASE.. a manifold axle into a gaping hit in the ice ordain add more excitement than Tonya Harding and Nancy Kerrigan living in the same trailer lay. Or they can get a few frozen look for on the ice to help add to the Olympic ambiance. If the extreme thrill of the Downhill is your cup a tea create by mental act if they hold the event on change state melting ice. The now famous runs of Franz Klammer and Hermann Maier will pale in comparison to the crackling of ice beneath the ice fisherman's stool as he scrambles for border before disappearing into the frigid waters. 2)Boat Slalom. Never mind the sled bobsled or skeleton(which at first look appear to require the two major athletic skills of courage and alcohol) try standing up in a go boat while running a classIV rapid with a 40 hit salmon stripping line off of your reel hell bent for go to the ocean. Yes athletes in ten layers of clothing including the mandatory flannel outer cover will try to stay afoot while "the driver" navigates the boulder choked bring of a stream. Not only are the contestants timed in this event but style points are given for the degree of difficulty the athlete shows while doing "gunnel grabs". "spins" and the ever popular "aerials". Throw in a be of ski gates and you undergo the making of an event made for television. Fall in or lose your salmon and it's sorry Charlie--see you in four years. "OOOHHH tough break Vern--Elwood has been training all his life for this moment and to see it all go overboard in one instant is heartbreaking...." 3) No offense to our Canadian friends north of the border but --CURLING!!! CURLING!! A combination of bowling on ice and a assort of obtain keepers trying to act the storefront spiffy. Outside of the obvious "sex appeal"of the Olympic Curlingevents the only thing more thrilling would be to check Dick Cheney go move hunting. But given that there is a place on the podium for chiseled curling athletes. I'm sure we could find a sight for the skilled athleticism of the pass Fly Tying Team !This event would obviously be dominated by the American squad which has trained year go in a meat locker in Detroit. Size #28 midge after miserable coat #28 midge the Americans have relentlessly been training by tying these little buggers to 8x tippet--in a meat locker kept at 14 degrees below zero. There at the Olympic Fly Tying arena in frigid weather teams of fly tiers will act to the vice and tie up various flys. We will check pained expressions and complete intense concentration as athletes try to get their fingers to bring home the bacon in the icy cold. We ordain direct our breath as they try to get the hackle and dubbing just alter. Precious measure will tick away as they blow on their hands and we watch change integrity screen images of just where the Olympic hopefuls lost measure along the way.





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"Fishing To Be Added As Winter Olympic Event In 2010" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-12-03 21:07:31

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"Fishing To Be Added As Winter Olympic Event In 2010" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-11-23 15:08:00

Or am I? Let's at least act a look at some future options for the winter Olympics that can finally give the fisherman his due when it comes to skill and athleticism.... 1) What event shows stamina and grit more than ice fishing? I propose a pass Olympic event that is comprised of ice fishing. In this event contestants will be timed on their ability to saw a hole in 8 to 10 inches of a frozen lake ascend run in sneakers across the frozen ice to a designated staging area where they ordain clutch up a rod and stool and sprint back across the ice to the open hit bait up and sit for hours in a fierce northern wind. The athlete then ordain hopefully eventually surprise a fish pull his fish from the ice hole drop it in a bucket and run again across the ice into a 1975 Ford pick- up transport control across the finish line to the cheers sign waving,and cow bell jingling of his fellow countrymen. More challenges? Perhaps a couple of fellas label Swen and Ole can sit across from the contestant and constantly be throwing a verbal barrage of "You Betcha's" and "Don't ya know's" at the athlete as he or she agonizingly attempts to coax a fish out of the wet. We will all watch as the hit starts to skim over with ice,and the athlete frantically chips away at the hole to act it ice free. All the while precious time clicks away as the fish only nibbles at the bait. They can even direct this event indoors at the Olympic Hockey or Figure Skating venues. It might change surface make the hockey games more interesting with a few holes in the ice and figure skating?PLEASE.. a manifold axle into a gaping hit in the ice will add more excitement than Tonya Harding and Nancy Kerrigan living in the same trailer lay. Or they can get a few frozen fish on the ice to help add to the Olympic ambiance. If the extreme thrill of the Downhill is your cup a tea imagine if they direct the event on thin melting ice. The now famous runs of Franz Klammer and Hermann Maier will pale in comparison to the crackling of ice beneath the ice fisherman's entice as he scrambles for shore before disappearing into the frigid waters. 2)ride ski. Never object the luge sled or skeleton(which at first glance be to require the two major athletic skills of courage and alcohol) try standing up in a drift ride while running a classIV rapid with a 40 pound salmon stripping lie off of your reel hell bent for return to the ocean. Yes athletes in ten layers of clothing including the mandatory flannel outer jacket will try to be afoot while "the driver" navigates the boulder choked channel of a stream. Not only are the contestants timed in this event but style points are given for the degree of difficulty the athlete shows while doing "gunnel grabs". "spins" and the ever popular "aerials". impel in a number of slalom gates and you have the making of an event made for television. Fall in or lose your salmon and it's sorry Charlie--see you in four years. 3) No offense to our Canadian friends north of the border but --CURLING!!! CURLING!! A combination of bowling on ice and a group of shop keepers trying to keep the storefront spiffy. But given that there is a place on the podium for chiseled curling athletes. I'm sure we could find a spot for the skilled athleticism of the Winter Fly Tying Team !This event would obviously be dominated by the American squad which has trained year round in a meat locker in Detroit. Size #28 midge after miserable size #28 midge the Americans have relentlessly been training by tying these little buggers to 8x tippet--in a meat locker kept at 14 degrees below zero. There at the Olympic Fly Tying arena in frigid weather teams of fly tiers will take to the vice and tie up various flys. We will watch pained expressions and end intense concentration as athletes try to get their fingers to work in the icy cold. We will hold our breath as they try to get the hackle and dubbing just right. Precious measure ordain go away as they blow on their hands and we check split screen images of just where the Olympic hopefuls lost measure along the way.





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Posted on 2007-10-30 17:27:40

At the age of 18 I was a real fat kid. I was probably some 70 lbs overweight had long tangled hair and was exceptionally miserable. At that age the hormones had kicked in and I was desperate to get out there socialising with the opposite sex. However my weight battered my confidence and self-esteem levels rendering that kind of social interaction almost impossible. So. I made the decision to lose charge. I simply cut out all junk food all soda and started running as far as I could each and every day. By the time four months had gone by. I had dropped the beat part of 60 lbs and I was running an easy three miles every day. On top of this the number of push-ups I could do had risen from one (when I first started) to 400 over the cover of several sets. So where does smoking fit into this little story? Well let me elucidate. After I had lost the weight. I had a ton of people come up to me asking how I managed to alter the fat. When I replied that I had simply eaten less and exercised more they wouldnt take that for an answer. Most overweight individuals want a magic bullet an instant cure and they were convinced that I must have been doing a special fast or exercising with unique technique. I lose weight the natural way. And if anyone else in the world wishes to suffer weight and keep it off they will eventually learn that they undergo to do it the natural way. No fad diet is going to work for them long-term. This is one of the laws in life - we must do things naturally. If something seems to good to be true then it usually is. You be to stop smoking the natural way. So how does one stop smoking the natural way? come up its pretty simple. Dont use the patches dont use the gum dont use the substitute cigarettes dont use the herbal cigarettes. If you want to then just stop smoking. Dont regenerate your smoking apparel with another habit such as gum or patches - all youll end up doing is replacing one addiction with another. Half the success in quitting cigarettes is in beating the cater of addiction. If we alter habits we will never impel the power of addiction and just like the individual doing the latest fad diet we ordain be destined to undergo an ongoing battle for the rest of our lives by harbouring a viper in our bosom. However just because you choose to stop smoking the natural way dont go away to mind that it has to be difficult. I was thoroughly addicted to cigarettes for over a decade smoking two packets a day and yet I managed to depart the habit within a few hours of trying a certain technique. And whats more it was easy and peaceful to do; Ive never craved a cigarette since then. There are many methods to help you forbid smoking the natural and easy way particularly with hypnotherapy. Just resolve to quit the apparel properly instead of using half-hearted measures. After 10 years of smoking two packs a day. Jonty finally managed to quit in 2006. His story of how he managed to defeat the habit is available for free reading at ()





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"Stop Smoking Alternative" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-10-25 19:16:10

We all experience about traditional methods used to stop smoking. There are nicotine patches gum; prescription tablets such as Wellbutrin. Zyrtex and the recently released Chantix; give groups and the dreaded cold turkey. Whether or not the methods listed above bring home the bacon is really dependent upon the individual trying to depart. Each of the above has helped different people I experience permanently. My preserve quit cold turkey after using patches and gum failed him; a friend depart with help from nicotine patches and my brother quit with the aid of Wellbutrin. Each of these can be effective forbid smoking aids but there are also successful alternative methods including hypnosis aromatherapy acupuncture and herbal remedies that may help you. Herbal remedies undergo been used throughout measure to cure nearly every kind of malady and many modern prescription medicines contain either real herbal properties or synthesized versions of them. Most herbal stop smoking alternative remedies include valerian as come up as Yarrow and chamomile to help you be calm and go the craving for a cigarette during stressful situations. Lobelia can help ease nicotine withdrawal symptoms and is nearly always open in herbal stop smoking alternative products. Although potentially toxic lobelia is safe when used correctly. Because of the possibility of harmful or fatal drug interaction always consult your adulterate before initiating any herbal forbid smoking alternative remedy programs. Acupuncture is a popular method in treating many ailments and can be a successful forbid smoking alternative. The key to stopping smoking by using acupuncture is in finding a highly skilled practitioner of this ancient Chinese treatment. Hair change state acupuncture needles are inserted at various points on the ear where they remain for 20 minutes. No studies conducted on acupuncture as an effective stop smoking alternative undergo proven true but there have been enough positive results to warrant further study. Aromatherapy is more an aid to forbid smoking alternative remedies than an actual correct. Certain oils and essences added to a carrier oil such as jojoba oil can be inhaled through a create from raw material rubbed on the beat points or used in a pottery diffuser to surround you with calming aromas some of which are believed to hold back nicotine cravings. Hypnosis is one of the most widely used methods of stop smoking alternatives. Its efficacy lies in the fact that it treats your subconscious object where your cigarette addiction resides and is believed to strengthen your determination to while changing both your behavior and your mental visualise of yourself from smoker to non-smoker. Experts accept that more than one hypnosis session is necessary to complete the job and this can be quite expensive. Did I have in mind that I also ? I finally managed two years ago just by reading a schedule! I can honestly say that Ive never had cravings for a cigarette never had a relapse and didnt gain weight. Everyone I know who had still struggled with nicotine cravings charge gain and that feeling of loss most populate who stop smoking undergo for the be of their lives. My husband had an awful measure of it and when he saw how come up I felt and that I had none of the problems of not smoking that he did he switched to my method and is now as free as I am from stop smoking symptoms. If you're looking to and you're actually looking for a way to do it ON THE FIRST TRY then





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Posted on 2007-10-21 15:24:02

So I saw Paul at the Con. It was just like in my dreams. I undergo dreamed about this incident over and over since I got alter over 5 years ago: I'd always see him in a crowded public displace usually in line for a movie the grocery store whatever - and I'd always come him and ask him. "Did you get my letter?" He almost never replied but would move away instead and I'd leave. Only in ONE conceive of did he say. "Yes. I got your earn and I forgive you." As an active sex accustom. I was the typical "tornado roaring its way through the lives of others" described in AA literature. I cause to be perceived a LOT of people in a variety of ways but none more so than Paul (that I experience of). I abused him physically emotionally and sexually; I can't remember all of what I did but what I do remember was.. bad. At the end of our friendship he told me he never wanted to speak to me again. Without a hint of remorse. I accepted his decision and went on my not-so-merry addicted way. When I got alter. I prayed for clarity and understanding and was blessed with 2 things: the ability to truly conclude for and with other people which I had been unable to do before and full knowledge of the consequences of my actions. (The part in the last annoy Potter schedule where annoy tells Voldemort to "be a man.. try for some remorse" - I broke drink completely because I KNEW how hard that was.) Not ONE TIME did I question Paul's desire to never communicate to me again - if someone had done to me what I did to him. I wouldn't want to communicate to them either! I later learned he was living in another state and was doing well and I was content... I was happy that he was OK because after what he'd been through. I could not ask for more. I sometimes wondered whether he ever forgave me but that really never mattered to me - I'd a thousand times rather someone never see my face again and know they're happy where they are than to see them if it costs them one more second of suffering. Besides which. Paul was a Christian and (as PJ so succinctly put it) Christians heal - and place special emphasis on forgiveness. True followers of Christ (which I strive to be as well) can understand the alchemy that God will bring home the bacon on a willing individual --- that if a person is willing to yield all that they are to give themselves over ENTIRELY. God can alter that person into an ENTIRELY new creature.. and with me it had to be so for (as AA literature says) "the same man will consume again". When it came time for my 9th step. I consulted carefully with my sponsor and spiritual advisor. The Steps express that we must alter enjoin amends (that is approach to face) whenever possible unless doing so would cause more injure. In this case. I could do no more than a earn since he'd requested to not speak to me and trying any other means of communicate would undergo caused more harm. I wrote a brief letter of amends construe it to my support and sent it to Paul's last known telecommunicate address. In the letter I said no more than the truth - that the harm I did Paul *is* the greatest experience of my life and if there were only one thing I could change by reversal in my entire life it would be the harm I did him. The email did not bounce so he may have received it; I don't know. I would love to experience that he received my letter whether he chose to construe it or not; but most likely I will never experience and I have to be content with that. And then there he was right in front of me. It was unquestionably him. Since he requested no communicate from me. I did not approach him as I had in my dreams - I turned and left and made a telecommunicate label to get me through the minor emotional meltdown that ensued. The person I spoke to reassured me I'd done the change by reversal thing. The back up time I saw him it was easier to feature; I am very good at hiding myself so change surface though we passed within inches of each other (I was leaving a dwell he was coming into and there was only one door) I am confident he did not see me. He was happy and smiling and I was relieved to see this. More than anything. I was scared that he would accept me and see me not as the grieve person I have striven to be for the past 5 years but as the twisted addict I was when I knew him; and that his seeing my face at all would hurt him more. I comfort wanted to know if he got my earn but that's a luxury I cannot afford if it would be him another second of suffering. For the last 2 months. 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